Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Passion- I Will be Here

This is Jeremy - a singer, musician and songrwriter out of the SF Bay Area. He is singing Steven Curtis Chapman's I Will Be Here.

Jeremy On Choosing His Name Passion...
"I chose the name Passion because of the passion I had for music and the passion and love I had for my Lord and Savior Jesus. Without Him, I am nothing, and I'm forever thankful for His love and His blessings."

When you hear the clarity and sweetness of Jeremy's voice, his message becomes evident. I hope you enjoy this.

"Now therefore, our God, We thank You And praise Your glorious name.
1 Chronicles 29.13




Sunday, April 27, 2008

THE WAY HOME

One day, last spring during my photojournalism class, my instructor gave us an impromtu assignment. We had a little less than two hours to go out and take a “news-worthy” photograph. I remember the day and the immediate dismay that rose up within me when I got the news. I was grumpy and definitely not in the mood to go image hunting.

The first thing I did was to consider whether or not I should stay on campus. The parameters of the assignment were simple: There had to be at least one person in the photograph and the image had to tell a story. There were plenty of student bodies around to complete the task at hand. Technically, you could shoot someone taking a drink out of the closest water fountain. I didn't want to settle for the quick fix image. It is just not in my nature.

I got in my car and started to drive. For the next hour, I carefully scanned the roadways without the benefit of a final destination. I hit a few stores and eventually went to Whole Foods Market. I considered taking a shot of the pizza maker throwing a pizza by the brick oven. Interesting, but not compelling. I was driving aimlessly and time was running out. I wasted about an hour before I decided to pray. It's the one thing I should have done from the get-go.

Behind the wheel of my little Toyota I said out loud, “Lord, you know what it is that I need. You are the One who has given me this gift. I believe with all my heart that you have something in store for me by using this camera. I will use it to glorify You. Please provide for me the picture that I need……”

I had not even finished my prayer before the Lord answered me. I looked to my left and there was one of the strangest sights I had ever seen. It was a man dressed in rags with a huge burden of a pack on his back. He looked like he had walked out of John Bunyan’s Pilgrim’s Progress. In a state of disbelief I uttered, “Thank you, Lord” and then promptly parked my car ahead of him and jumped out.

I scared the man with my big fat camera, but I made up for it by befriending him. I took a few minutes to walk and talk with him. That seemed to put him at ease and he didn’t mind that I took his photograph. I think it had been a long time since someone actually wanted to speak to him. I got the feeling that most people naturally avoided him.

Bill has traversed all across the United States, mostly on foot. At one time, he held a job as a construction worker until he lost it. Then he set out for a very long walkabout. He eventually ended up in Sacramento where I was able to meet him that day.

I am continually amazed at the Lord's tender disposition towards His children.

When I ponder Bill’s predicament, it causes me to think of the concept of being “homeless.” Most of us don’t reside on the streets or have a traveling life like Bill’s. However, we can still go through this life as homeless souls, drifting without a place to rest.

If we choose life and commit ourselves to seeking the One who has the power to release us from our sins and sorrow, God is faithful to show us the way home.

"What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he loses one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness, and go after the one which is lost until he finds it?
Luke 15:4

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

EXPLOSIVE DUST CLOUDS

I have land mines in my room. I'm not sure who planted them there, but I suspect that nasty culprit named Neglect did it. Several of these allergy driven land mines exploded while I was cleaning up today. POOF! WHOOSH! These were the silent clouds of dust that blew up every time I dumped a pile. Neglect has held me prisoner far too long.

Tackling the land mines in my room is one small step to freedom. For my neatnik friends, the task of cleaning one's room may seem like a no-brainer. I wish that were the case for me. Unfortunately, I have tainted pack rat blood that is heavily embedded in my DNA. Sadly, my artistic bent only makes it worse. It's time to purge and twist my "bent" in a more positive direction.

Here is a photograph of Grace I took a few years ago. I found it buried underneath one of the land mines in my room. Grace is exemplifying the way that I feel.

Here's to the joy of purging!
Here's to the freedom of letting go!


But let all those rejoice who put their trust in You; Let them ever shout for joy, because You defend them; Let those also who love Your name Be joyful in You.
Psalm 5:11

Saturday, April 19, 2008

JUST DON'T TAX THE STRAWBERRIES!

Yaaaaay!!!! It's strawberry time again.
There is a little strawberry farm not to far from home. I love this farm because the family that tends the fields are conscientious growers. They don't poison their beautiful berries with pesticides. The variety of strawberries that they grow only bears fruit once during the year. You always know when it's strawberry time at Saeng's because the berries are ripe around tax time. I can't really say that it makes doing taxes sweeter. The burden however, does go down a little easier.

Little glimmers of hope. Sweet tasty gifts from the Lord to the children whom He loves.

But the wisdom that is from above is pure, then peaceable, gentle, willing to yield, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality and without hypocrisy. James 3:17

Thursday, April 17, 2008

YOU WILL

I am a firm believer that the great Creator of this universe has a divine appointment book with designated sections for each one of us. Today, I found myself in four distinct and different situations where I know I was meant to be with certain people. God was very gracious in making these appointments, for it was exactly the medicine that I needed.

Negative doubts about my self-worth have been plaguing me for quite sometime. Consequently, it has paved the way for some weighty bouts of depression. Three times today the Lord met me through some very unusual sources – two were classmates, one was my Writing instructor. I am certain that each of these divine appointments were used specifically to showcase God’s love. I was able to walk away with a profound sense of His presence and leading.

Voice and pen.....Voice and pen......
These are the gifts I must put to use.

In my fourth appointment, I was able to encourage someone else, yet this person was not able to receive it. I understand that this too is all in God’s hands.

When the believer faces resistance, it does not negate God’s holiness or His amazing ability to overturn an unfavorable situation. He is still on the throne; this we can count on.

When he came and had seen the grace of God, he was glad, and encouraged them all that with purpose of heart they should continue with the Lord.
Acts 11:23



Monday, April 14, 2008

BE ON GUARD

Half of the dozen chickens we had died during the night. Our ill-fated neglect to shut the chicken coop door allowed the fox to take advantage of our chickens as a free meal. It takes little effort to walk the 200 ft. or so out to the coop. And, yet the whole family was shut up to our own frivolities - our own little private worlds.

Predators understand this mentality. When there is no guard on duty, the enemy seizes the opportunity to devour, maim, and kill. It is the one reason why many predacious animals hunt when the shafts of sunlight are dormant. A sleeping dinner is an easy target.

The most pathetic part about this whole thing is that I actually heard a chicken squawking while it was still dark in the early morning hours. I reasoned it away with some sort of stupid mumbo-jumbo in my head, completely dismissing it as a distress cry. I was, after all, enjoying my sleep. I needed the sleep and it felt good to be snug and cozy underneath my covers. Sometimes, you pay dearly for the minuscule amount of comfort that you receive in return.

My eldest daughter Gabrielle, who is a ranch hand, was the one who finally ran out of the house to stop the devouring of the chickens. She saw the fox and chased it off the property. As soon as I heard her running down the stairs, I jolted out of bed, threw on some sweats, and followed her lead.


The farm was covered with the aftermath of a massive pillow fight. This fight however, wasn’t done in play. The chickens lost. Those who were still alive were scattered and hiding. The birds were nowhere to be found, except for our one lone rooster. He is called the Count of Monte Cristo. The Count was desperately trying to call his flock back. He sat up on a rock and crowed for about an hour. They were either dead or too scared to make an appearance. The remnant resigned themselves to the fear and terror that the fox held over them.

When the sun rose to take over the darkness, the few that were left ventured out from their hiding places. Our last golden Buff Orpington had stayed near the coop. We found her staring blankly at the fence line. She was still and immovable.


My son Jeremiah was able to scoop her up because she was so traumatized. Jeremiah comforted her by softly stroking her feathers. He then put her back in the one of the nesting boxes inside the coop. Unfortunately, she did not make it through the day. Most likely she sustained some internal injuries and in addition, could not overcome the fear instilled by the predator.

For the believer this story illustrates the necessity to always Be On Guard. It's human nature to fall into a place of sustained relaxation. We are prone to resist most things that require strenuous work or effort. The paradox in all of this is that work is meant to be good for us, particularly work that requires us to be vigilant and on guard.

1 Peter 5:8 says,
Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

BLUE FOR YOU

For I am persuaded,
that neither death,
nor life,
nor angels,
nor principalities,
nor powers,
nor things present,
nor things to come,
nor height,
nor depth,
nor any other creature,
shall be able
to separate us
from the love of God,
which is in
Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 3:38


Photography by Kiyomi